For Megan

by YUNG JUDAS

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1.
Unholy Ghost 03:53
Chasing the tail of the phanton Chasing the high you imagine You're no more than an unholy ghost Lying to myself in this bed alone Because if you were not my sun Why does your gravity still pull me in so close So here we are I'm still on the phone Listen to the rhythm of the dial tone It's the middle of May Why does this wind still blow so cold The light that never dies Is burning me alive Memories echo off my walls Your body etched into my thoughts And only death could take you up out of my head again I'm still out of my head, still out of my head Chasing the tail of the phantom Chasing the high you imagine Embracing strangers and randoms Chasing the high you imagine So here we are, I'm still on the phone Disconnected is the rhythm of the dial tone December came too quick This wind is still so cold The light that never dies Is burning me alive Memories echo off my walls Your body etched into my thoughts And only death could take you up out of my head again I'm still out of my head, still out of my head Chasing the tail of the phantom Chasing the high you imagine Embracing strangers and randoms Chasing the high you imagine Memories echo off my walls Your body etched into my thoughts And only death could take you up out of my head again I'm still out of my head, still out of my head
2.
Lying here at your side and I'm falling apart I know I said that it's fine but I'm falling apart We live a lie, that's alright Secrets survive in the dark No-one home, echoing, still don't have my own key All these questions that I've asked and you're not answering We live a lie, that's alright Secrets survive in the dark Can't you see how this is Draining and killing me When you go please shut off the light It's never enough It's one more line These clubs are a thousand cuts And you're bleeding me dry Dance away the night Between the mood swings And the mandates I can't handle being in this place Never asking, you only tell Coming and going whenever you're lonely Putting me through hell And still I love you so And I'll probably let you back The next time you go It's never enough It's one more line These clubs are a thousand cuts And you're bleeding me dry Dance away the night You never ask who I am You only tell me Coming and going Whenever you're lonely It's never enough It's one more line These clubs are a thousand cuts And you're bleeding me dry Dance away the night
3.
Megan 03:41
What we had was special That's what you always said On our second day you looked at me and smiled This is it What was broken was no burden Bigger messes have been made And bigger messes have been fixed In only one day But here we are Three AM on the phone Saying that I'm a mess And you should have been alone If you've gotta lie to yourself About what we had And take a new man I understand I'm not imagining this You have two mouths and three fists We argued twice last month I can't just go around climbing Everest What was broken was no burden Bigger messes have been made And bigger messes have been fixed In only one day But here we are Three AM on the phone Saying that I'm a mess And you should have been alone If you've gotta lie to yourself About what we had And take a new man I understand But I look forward to the day That you've got the same goddamn complaints about him The cycle never really ends Should have seen the patterns Should have seen the signs When you talked about the others I should have read between the lines If you've gotta lie to yourself About what we had And take a new man I understand But I look forward to the day That you've got the same goddamn complaints about him The cycle never really ends Megan
4.
There's a certain kind of sickness That binds itself to silence Though we dare note speak of it You and me both it is inside us When the phone never rings When every letter goes unread When the only one to speak to is The voice inside your head Give me Give me a break from this Isolation sickness I'll take I'll take any end to this then regret it I always regret it This is not a good look for me But I'll tell you the truth Some days it takes all the strength I have To untie this noose Give me Give me a break from this Isolation sickness I'll take I'll take any end to this then regret it I know that this is a vice And I know that I'm unwell But you're just as at fault For meeting me here That's what I'll always tell myself There's a certain kind of sickness That binds itself to silence Though we dare note speak of it You and me both it is inside us Give me Give me a break from this Isolation sickness I'll take I'll take any end to this then regret it Give me Give me a break from this Isolation sickness I'll take I'll take any end to this then regret it Give me Give me a break from this Isolation sickness I'll take I'll take any end to this then regret it
5.
The grass is greener where I just was The world is meaner where I just was Betray the promise that I made, love Betray the promise that I made: love Those lips are sweeter than I've once touched Impressed upon me that it's not done Don't try to fight it you'll just fall in love Don't try to fight it you just fell in, love Fractions of families And remainders of romances I'll roll the dice on eleven I'll keep taking my chances Something is always coming or going I see the patterns, I am the lowest Here in the river I am swallowed up Two sides a mirror I can't pick one But the water is so sweet in my lungs The water is so deep in my lungs Those lips are sweetest that I once loved Impressed upon me that it's not done Don't try to fight it you'll just fall in love Don't try to fight it you just fell in, love Fractions of families And remainders of romances I'll roll the dice on eleven I'll keep taking my chances Something is always coming or going I see the patterns, I am the lowest So hallelujah to the one that never goes And hallelujah to the one that always knows So hallelujah to the one that never goes And hallelujah to the one that always knows So hallelujah to the one that never goes And hallelujah to the one that always knows Something's always Coming or going I see the patterns I am the lowest again So hallelujah to the one that never goes And hallelujah to the one that always knows So hallelujah to the one that never goes And hallelujah to the one that always knows

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released December 19, 2018

Produced by Jordan Chase at Oodelally Recordings in Kelowna, BC
Engineered by Ryan Kusz at Birdman Studios in Calgary, AB, except Isolation Sickness, engineered by Bryce Lokken and Jordan Chase

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