For Megan

by YUNG JUDAS

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released December 19, 2018

Produced by Jordan Chase at Oodelally Recordings in Kelowna, BC
Engineered by Ryan Kusz at Birdman Studios in Calgary, AB, except Isolation Sickness, engineered by Bryce Lokken and Jordan Chase

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Track Name: Unholy Ghost
Chasing the tail of the phanton
Chasing the high you imagine

You're no more than an unholy ghost
Lying to myself in this bed alone
Because if you were not my sun
Why does your gravity still pull me in so close

So here we are I'm still on the phone
Listen to the rhythm of the dial tone
It's the middle of May
Why does this wind still blow so cold

The light that never dies
Is burning me alive

Memories echo off my walls
Your body etched into my thoughts
And only death could take you up out of my head again
I'm still out of my head, still out of my head

Chasing the tail of the phantom
Chasing the high you imagine
Embracing strangers and randoms
Chasing the high you imagine

So here we are, I'm still on the phone
Disconnected is the rhythm of the dial tone
December came too quick
This wind is still so cold

The light that never dies
Is burning me alive

Memories echo off my walls
Your body etched into my thoughts
And only death could take you up out of my head again
I'm still out of my head, still out of my head

Chasing the tail of the phantom
Chasing the high you imagine
Embracing strangers and randoms
Chasing the high you imagine

Memories echo off my walls
Your body etched into my thoughts
And only death could take you up out of my head again
I'm still out of my head, still out of my head
Track Name: Thousand Cuts
Lying here at your side and I'm falling apart
I know I said that it's fine but I'm falling apart
We live a lie, that's alright
Secrets survive in the dark
No-one home, echoing, still don't have my own key
All these questions that I've asked and you're not answering
We live a lie, that's alright
Secrets survive in the dark

Can't you see how this is
Draining and killing me
When you go please shut off the light

It's never enough
It's one more line
These clubs are a thousand cuts
And you're bleeding me dry

Dance away the night

Between the mood swings
And the mandates
I can't handle being in this place
Never asking, you only tell
Coming and going whenever you're lonely
Putting me through hell
And still I love you so
And I'll probably let you back
The next time you go

It's never enough
It's one more line
These clubs are a thousand cuts
And you're bleeding me dry

Dance away the night

You never ask who I am
You only tell me
Coming and going
Whenever you're lonely

It's never enough
It's one more line
These clubs are a thousand cuts
And you're bleeding me dry

Dance away the night
Track Name: Megan
What we had was special
That's what you always said
On our second day you looked at me and smiled
This is it
What was broken was no burden
Bigger messes have been made
And bigger messes have been fixed
In only one day

But here we are
Three AM on the phone
Saying that I'm a mess
And you should have been alone

If you've gotta lie to yourself
About what we had
And take a new man
I understand

I'm not imagining this
You have two mouths and three fists
We argued twice last month
I can't just go around climbing Everest

What was broken was no burden
Bigger messes have been made
And bigger messes have been fixed
In only one day

But here we are
Three AM on the phone
Saying that I'm a mess
And you should have been alone

If you've gotta lie to yourself
About what we had
And take a new man
I understand
But I look forward to the day
That you've got the same goddamn complaints about him
The cycle never really ends

Should have seen the patterns
Should have seen the signs
When you talked about the others
I should have read between the lines

If you've gotta lie to yourself
About what we had
And take a new man
I understand
But I look forward to the day
That you've got the same goddamn complaints about him
The cycle never really ends

Megan
Track Name: Isolation Sickness (feat. Jordan Chase)
There's a certain kind of sickness
That binds itself to silence
Though we dare note speak of it
You and me both it is inside us

When the phone never rings
When every letter goes unread
When the only one to speak to is
The voice inside your head

Give me
Give me a break from this
Isolation sickness
I'll take
I'll take any end to this then regret it

I always regret it

This is not a good look for me
But I'll tell you the truth
Some days it takes all the strength I have
To untie this noose

Give me
Give me a break from this
Isolation sickness
I'll take
I'll take any end to this then regret it

I know that this is a vice
And I know that I'm unwell
But you're just as at fault
For meeting me here
That's what I'll always tell myself

There's a certain kind of sickness
That binds itself to silence
Though we dare note speak of it
You and me both it is inside us

Give me
Give me a break from this
Isolation sickness
I'll take
I'll take any end to this then regret it

Give me
Give me a break from this
Isolation sickness
I'll take
I'll take any end to this then regret it

Give me
Give me a break from this
Isolation sickness
I'll take
I'll take any end to this then regret it
Track Name: Lowest Common
The grass is greener where I just was
The world is meaner where I just was
Betray the promise that I made, love
Betray the promise that I made: love

Those lips are sweeter than I've once touched
Impressed upon me that it's not done
Don't try to fight it you'll just fall in love
Don't try to fight it you just fell in, love

Fractions of families
And remainders of romances
I'll roll the dice on eleven
I'll keep taking my chances

Something is always coming or going
I see the patterns, I am the lowest

Here in the river I am swallowed up
Two sides a mirror I can't pick one
But the water is so sweet in my lungs
The water is so deep in my lungs

Those lips are sweetest that I once loved
Impressed upon me that it's not done
Don't try to fight it you'll just fall in love
Don't try to fight it you just fell in, love

Fractions of families
And remainders of romances
I'll roll the dice on eleven
I'll keep taking my chances

Something is always coming or going
I see the patterns, I am the lowest

So hallelujah to the one that never goes
And hallelujah to the one that always knows
So hallelujah to the one that never goes
And hallelujah to the one that always knows
So hallelujah to the one that never goes
And hallelujah to the one that always knows

Something's always
Coming or going
I see the patterns
I am the lowest again

So hallelujah to the one that never goes
And hallelujah to the one that always knows
So hallelujah to the one that never goes
And hallelujah to the one that always knows

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